sweet but bitter reminiscence.

I can’t deny that I want you back,because it feels like we've got undone business and I wanna make it straight. But when finally you come back and I wanna make it clear,not surprisingly,you become something like that again. Hard to keep,blurry,but addicting. I know I shouldn’t feel disappointed because there’s enough sign that tells me you will never gonna stay. Even all of my friends already warned me. But you always send me this hurricane that oddly,makes me feels alive. I never ask anyone to stay,but please for at least once in my life,stay. But I know when you leave again,I’ll be ready. The blame is on me.