#SHORT STORY: A Broken Track.

What do you feel when I call you home?
Does it still feel the same like the first time?
What do you feel when I look into your eyes?
Does it still make you blush and shy?
What do you feel when I lay in your arms?
Does it still feel tingling like the beginning?


I was wondering, sinking, and floating
Surfing the dark grey sky that we made
And I found my self is so far away from the earth
And all these parade that we made
Would it last forever
Because now its getting faded

I know that the season changes
And are we the same?

Because I feel like this is a long long rainy days
And it's getting flooding

Can you see?
Can you see how much it cost for truth and loyalty?
And I know it's easy to break it
And now I'm the one who collecting all the broken pieces that might left.

Can you see?
Can you see me now dying?
Holding on a big big sky that's getting collapsed
And everything is breaking and falling

Can you see?
Can you see that I'm rare, odd, and yet a mess.
But you used to love the dimple on my face
And where are those feelings now?

I've been standing for this broken wall for long enough
And my feet starts to shaking
And I'm not really believe
That you would hold your hand on this wall.

I'm just so scared that you will take a fine time to finally leave me.
Because I don't want to waste my time, it's too precious for me.
Now that our ship is start to broken,
Do you want to fix it or broke it?

I know I still love you the same.
I still look at you the way I used too.
But it's too hard for me..
To watch you losing those blinking in your eyes when you see me

To watch you leaving all marks in my body but never meant to stay
To watch you slowly getting bored with my thoughts
And look other girls while they're passing by in front of us.
Don't I look attractive to

you anymore?

I guess you're just fall in love in the idea of loving me
And now you're just the name of someone I love
I know we would never be the same

I always love you in silence,
Because this feeling is so precious that there's no words could describe it
That's why I'm so careful with the words I said towards you
But you keep spill me with the words I don't want to hear
And it tortures me
This feeling that you made me feel,
Please stop it.
Because I couldn't resist it anymore.
Do you wanna leave or stay,
Please choose your way

Because I don't want to stay and hanging,
in a love that is tainted.
So I would know in the end of the day,
That I'm not losing you.
But it's you who losing me, slowly, by your own willing.