To Somebody that I used to know // SHORT STORY

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To : Somebody that I used to know.

Hi. It's been a while since the last time we talked.
There are so many things that I want to tell you. But I don't know how because you've been so unavailable. But first of all,Happy 18th birthday. I can't believe we grow up so fast. I wish all the best for you. And I wish you many happy returns.
With this small present,I wanna send
my message.
At this age,everything is changing. day by day we don't notice,but just look back over the past year and you realise everything has.
People you thought were going to be there forever,aren't. And people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends.
A year ago,we stayed up till 3 am talking. And today,I don't even know how to say "hi".
Sometimes,I get this urge to talk to you and the I remember that you're not same person anymore. I don't hate you. I just disappointed because you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
When somebody asked me if I know you,a million memories flashed through my mind. But I just smile,because deep inside,I don't know you anymore. And I don't even know how everything goes wrong like this. It hurts at first. But now,it doesn't hurt anymore. But it's just sad because I miss you a lot and I miss everything we used to do.
So I beg you,please at least give me a nice reason why you keep get away from me so I will know is this worth enough to hold on. Because every single night,I can't stop wondering why.
And I can't lose something anymore. Because I got nothing to left.
Please,come back. Because you matter to me.

P.s
I will always be here. Because you said that I was your home,and no mater what,you'll be back here.
So please just tell me if you wanna go home. 

Sincerely,
Nanda Prasanti.

P.S
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