I don't care if you don't support what i do or my behavior, because it's alright to have different opinion with me. and that's none of my business. but when you're talking behind my back, it just so wrong, and it becomes my business because i trust you as my friend and it means that i should be more carefully with you. it feels sucks because i lost my trust towards someone who i actually care about and that is a tragedy i have to face.