Everything She Whispered to Me: I Try to Get to Know Her. // SHORT STORY

*This is a serialised story called "Everything She Whisper to Me." You better check the previous chapter before you read this one.*

May,15 2009

I try to know her. She wasn't that bad. I mean she has quite lot of similarities with me. And beside that,I enjoy talking with her. She likes thriller movies just like me. She said her favourite movies is "Identity" and "The Number of 23".It's surprised me because they two are my favourite movies too. And she also listening to good old songs like me. She said Paul Anka's song keep repeating inside her head and she couldn't stop it. This one is really weird too. Because I also obsessed with his song too. Especially, when he sang "Put Your Head on My Shoulder". It feels like his voice seduces my ears. And I really enjoy it. She said,
she enjoy it too.
I don't know..But I think I start to like her. She made me do something I've never done before. She makes me feel great and stronger,somehow. Because of her encouragement and persuasion,I talked to Ethan yesterday. Ethan is my classmate. But,I have like a big crush to him. But I never talked to him yet. I mean we talked. But only important things. Like talking about the homework
or the class schedule. But yesterday,we talk about something lighter. I asked him about the match he won yesterday. And he said he feels great and extremely happy because he could save the team from loss. But he also feels guilty because Bryan git an accident in that match. And I was just there. Listening to his stories and I feel great because he talked about something personal like that. I mean he told me about his feelings and what he is thinking of. It makes me feels so happy.
It's not that bad to have some companies like this. I've been so lonely this past years because my parent's divorce. And every body seems so busy and have no enough time to talk with me. I'm okay with that. I appreciate that they didn't lave me yet, even though it seems like they want to. I know I'm not fun. I;m not an easy going person. But she's totally okay with that. We're connected. She could also break the ice and tells me some good jokes. At first,I thought this is totally something odds. But then I asked my school psychiatrist that sometimes I feel so lonely and then there's this one friend that came out from no where but she completely someone who fun and we kind of attracted to each other. And she said that, "Well,you should be friend with her if you feel entertained with her presence."
So I think,it's okay to let her stay inside my head for a while,and maybe I could start to live with her. She seems like a nice girl. I bet her hair is blonde and her eyes is so blue. I just like to imagine it that way.


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