Gloomy Day

Last week,May,7 2016 was a tough day for me. That day was the day I lost one of my closest friend. So,I decided to
make a poem that dedicated to her. I wish she's rest in peace and I know that right now, she already happy in the arms of angels.

Under The Oak

Today the sky looks so bright

But somehow,I feel them crying inside

They don't look grey,

There's only a glob of white cloud that float like a pure cotton

But the sun still smile tho

I open up my windows and suddenly thinking about you

I dont even know why,But my heart feels gloomy

Suddenly,the wind hit my face,it feels like ice,come with the news that I never
expect to listen

My heart freeze for a while

And my blood run so fast

I'm trying to clear my mind,

But they still mess up

I try to believe,but I can't

I walk through your backyard and see some familiar faces

My steps feel so heavy when i accompany you to your last place

You always make some fool jokes to cheer me up

You always listen to my nosense story

You always help me to make some hard decisios in this complicated life

You always be there for me,

But knowing that right now you're not here anymore,

it's totally hit me..

Knowing that I will live without your presence,

makes me feel so sad,because

it breaks my heart to pieces

I will miss everything about you

I will totally miss our late night conversations..

But right now,

I know you probably laughing
 watching how pathetic my life without your presence..

I know that right now you already rest in peace in the arms of angels..

I know it was your path..

Your life was amazing 

And I feel so blessed to have you

All I wanna say is

See you under the oak tree next time,my bestie!

I love you to the moon and back!

-End-

Meet Up kita bulan Januari di CGV blitz,walau udah beda sekolah
kita selalu jalan bareng buat nonton,makan,dll.

"Nanda,ayo foto disini biar nanti jadinya
kaya silhouette!"
"Pinky Promise?" She said it.

Not really the last meet up,but the
lastest pic we took together. 14/04/16.

P.s. She's the most inspirational person I've ever met..

She always make some surprise that I can't ever imagine

Thank you so much,Liv buat segala hal yang uda kamu lakuin ke aku

Buat  birthday surprise every year nya yang selalu sukses,sampai-sampai kamu kudu 

nunggu aku 2 jam sampe aku pulang test,thanks udah bawa 'kado' terindah ke rumahku.

I love you so much,Liv.

Kalau denger lagu Seven Days In Sunny June selalu berhasil buat aku netesin air mata

karena itu merupakan lagu favorit almahurmah yang kita slalu dengerin most all the time..